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                         <div style="clear:both;"></div><i style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px; ">just as i thought that my life was getting better , it always have it's own way to fuck me up . i don't know what to </i><i style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px; ">feel, nor who to confide in . because really , who understands ? noone . this battle i've been fighting inside of me is slowly breaking me down , i can't take it no more . I'm sick and tired of searching for answers , sick and tired of trying when nobody sees the effort i put in , sick and tired of guessing , sick and tired of pretending , sick and tired of feeling this constant pain that's around for so long , sick and tired of everything . I'm struggling to hold on , but i'm falling deeper into the abyss instead . Sometimes i really do hate my life , i know people would be thinking , "She's just an attention-seeker." "She hates her life because she ain't doing anything about it." But seriously ? Have you ever witnessed how much i struggle just to TRY ? How much i struggle just to win this war tht's inside of me ? how much i struggle just to understand myself ? i had enough of people looking at just the surface . i had enough . Give me a fuckin' break please .. </i><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div><br><div align="right"><marquee><b>At first sight marks one destiny . </b></marquee><br>
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