Wednesday, May 23, 2012 , 2:58 AM
it's gonna be 3am soon and everybody in the house is fast asleep while I'm wide awake , with a million things on my mind . sometimes , I spend the night wondering what went wrong . was it something I did or was it just me ? I thought I had done enough , or more than what I should . but I guess , I was wrong . it's never enough . i regretted . i regretted not meaning every single words i had said , breaking my promises , letting you down over and over again , causing you to get so fucked up because of my childish and silly acts , not cherishing every second that I had with you , and lasty , for being such a lousy girlfriend .
We often say that we hate them for breaking our hearts , for being such a douchebag , etc , but truth to be told , we still love them , isn't it ?