Sunday, January 29, 2012 , 5:45 PM
there comes a point in time where you got to give up
tht one thing you love
th most ,
because of a foolish mistake or words you said .
yes , it happened to me .
on
th 18
th Dec , my life took a tremendous turn .
everything i love , everything i had , everything
tht ever belonged to me vanish instantly .
i
didnt even had chance to retaliate .
it took me months to get over you , or should i say , even till now
im still getting over you .
and well , my life change instantly .
clubbing , pub , staying out late . toning , and
im never home ...
but ,
mayb thts my true self . honestly speaking ,
im an outside world people .
but because of some reason ,
ive change myself for you .
mayb thts because you really mean
alot to me . and now , you're changing for her ... i guess its for
th same reason .
parents were totally disappointed in me , and
thts when i realise
tht families and friends are
th one who'll never leave me .
when i cried , they were there for me . whenever i needed listening ear , they were there .
im trying my best to change back to
tht old me , i
dont wanna let my parents be disappoint anymore ...
but even till now ,
im still hanging onto a hope ,
tht maybe ... someday you'll return .
stupid me ...