Thursday, May 19, 2011 , 9:51 PM
i found myself lying on my bed with my earpiece plugged on all th time , listening to th same song over and over again . reminiscing about th past memories we shared and im never getting tired of it . unknowingly , a teardrop rolled down my cheek and i wondered , th tears i'd fallen for him , th excruciating pain i had inside of me thts beyond words to describe . th sleepless night i'd spent thinking of him , and replaying out memories . when i didnt even cross his mind , and as if i didnt exist in his life all this while . but its all worth it . i made this decision to wait . without clinging on to him because i wanted th best for him , even if th best doesnt includes me . this decision i'd made , might probably lead to nowhere because i know he wont be mine . i guess all tht i can do now is wishing him all th best , seeing him from afar , loving him silently and hoping tht one day , a miracle would just happen .