Tuesday, May 18, 2010 , 9:05 PM

(bid goodbye ; 19th . )
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deleted some posts cause i see no meaning in typing so much rubbish out to you .
i promised someone i'll stop smoking , i promised not to scold anymore vulgar & be more ladylike & i'll keep to my word .
need not know who's tht someone , definitely not 19th .
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maybe i shouldnt ask you to love me , maybe i should ask you to understand me .
because for so long i've been hurt , & for so long you simply ignored it .
&mayb its a bad timing , or maybe you dont care .
i have been here all along , just waiting for you to notice , waitinf for you to care .
waiting for you to say tht you have been waiting too , but you havent or probably you never will .
but it all hurts th same in th end , im th one who's left broken & crying myself to sleep .
so screw all th bad timings .
i have love you then , like i love you now , or maybe like i probably always will .