Saturday, August 11, 2012 , 11:05 PM
Dear L ,
i had a weird dream about you ...
Sunday, August 5, 2012 , 4:21 PM
bullshyt bullshyt bullshyt .. what's tht meaning you have on your twitter ? so whatever I've done in th past are just nothing ? do I really mean so little to you ? in th first place , was I even placed in your heart ? to trust me to even be waiting for you till now , now I finally understand . don't say you purposely post it just to make me angry cause I've did th same . whatever okay ...?!?
okay fine , idk why I get so agitated cause of one stupid tweet .. I'm nobody to even get pissed off at you , I'm nobody to even get angry .. I'm just a nobody in your life now .
Sunday, July 1, 2012 , 9:03 PM
i want a guy who would hold my hands in public , who aint afraid to let everybody know tht im his girl .
who is protective over me , who will not be afraid to show affection towards me .
who will send good morning messages and good night text everyday without fail .
who will take every opportunities he have and takes me out on a date .
who will plans little surprises once in awhile , which dont have to be big or doesnt require present .
most of all , i want a guy who will say 'i love you' everyday and really mean it .
Thursday, May 24, 2012 , 2:10 AM
dear you .. i let you ruin my first half year of 2012 , but right now I'm gonna enjoy th remaining days of 2012 .. cause everything ended after 1year 6months . I don't regret knowing you , I don't regret falling for you . all I regretted was not cherishing you when we were still together .. not being able to fulfill my promises to you thn . always causing troubles for you , acting like a small kid . I'm sorry you had to entertain all of my silly and stupid thoughts . well boy , i enjoyed th past 1year and 6months together with you . no regrets .. but please know tht i wont be able to be there for you anymore , like how I use to . so please take good care of yourself alrights . I wish you all th luck with you and your girlf . cause seeing you happy , i guess i'll be happy as well(: we've said to end it happily between us , isn't it ? so please smile more alrights ? you look better when you had tht smile on(: hehh . you know I've love you thn , like how I still love you now .. and probably like I always will . fyi , you're tht best damn thing tht has ever happen to me , sillyboy .
#TwentynineNovemberTwentyten <3
love , me ..
Wednesday, May 23, 2012 , 2:58 AM
it's gonna be 3am soon and everybody in the house is fast asleep while I'm wide awake , with a million things on my mind . sometimes , I spend the night wondering what went wrong . was it something I did or was it just me ? I thought I had done enough , or more than what I should . but I guess , I was wrong . it's never enough . i regretted . i regretted not meaning every single words i had said , breaking my promises , letting you down over and over again , causing you to get so fucked up because of my childish and silly acts , not cherishing every second that I had with you , and lasty , for being such a lousy girlfriend .
We often say that we hate them for breaking our hearts , for being such a douchebag , etc , but truth to be told , we still love them , isn't it ?
